Sometimes I feel so frustrated. It feels like life is passing me by while I assign numbers to boxes on a screen. I want to get up, talk to people about things, laugh, be stupid.... laugh at my stupidity and everyone else's stupidity as well.
But I'm stuck here, filling out boxes. Making sure all the lines check out on a form.
I listen to lectures on health. I listen about genes and gene expression. I listen to comedians sometimes, music often...
But for the most part, I am filling out boxes
Information that allows billing to be turned on for consulting work, consultants for big companies who are interested in collecting data on people so that they can market to them. Market to them with our software that they've utilized to create amazing and outrageous ads. Ads that drive wants to turn into needs... sometimes I feel that this is all an exercise in futility that I am participating in for the sake of earning money to feed my children who I can't see or touch throughout the day... my children who are building imaginary worlds on game systems, who are fighting battles with imaginary foes.
It's all so meaningless... and yet it's all I can seem to do.
I get so frustrated.
SG
But I'm stuck here, filling out boxes. Making sure all the lines check out on a form.
I listen to lectures on health. I listen about genes and gene expression. I listen to comedians sometimes, music often...
But for the most part, I am filling out boxes
Information that allows billing to be turned on for consulting work, consultants for big companies who are interested in collecting data on people so that they can market to them. Market to them with our software that they've utilized to create amazing and outrageous ads. Ads that drive wants to turn into needs... sometimes I feel that this is all an exercise in futility that I am participating in for the sake of earning money to feed my children who I can't see or touch throughout the day... my children who are building imaginary worlds on game systems, who are fighting battles with imaginary foes.
It's all so meaningless... and yet it's all I can seem to do.
I get so frustrated.
SG
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