Heartbroken and Happy

I'm heartbroken and happy at the same time. On the one hand I've given up the condo we've all grown to love and on the other I've got some new adventures awaiting at the new home I bought. How is it that we become so affectionate towards a place, a little irrational. How is it on the one hand I can be so glad of the new home I bought and yet think of certain things that it lacks. Comparing it with other bigger and better places. Perhaps I should have just stayed where I'm at, we love this little condo. But I would never have fully felt free to roam around the grounds, to sit on my back porch, and always I've hated the background noise of cars zooming past. So off to a new home, I'm carrying forward with my broken heart, heeding the call of the home I've wanted for my family all of my life.

SG